Merry Christmas beautiful baby George, we hope you are having lots of fun up there and have enough time to come and visit us and spend some time being close to us as we miss you terribly especially today. We wish so much that we could have woken up to your beaming smile today and seen you toddling around and ripping open your presents excitedly. I think your excited shake would have been in overdrive today and you would have been a constant shaking ball of energy not wanting to miss a single minute of the day. We would be spoiling you rotten with cuddles, kisses and presents and stuffing your little face with yummy roast dinner and chocolate cake. Don't worry though we left you a little space at the table with your picture, candles and little box. Grandad said a little prayer for you before we all started and we shed a few little tears thinking how unfair it seems that you aren't here in person to make us smile. We have pictures of you on the Christmas tree and I've got all our friends and family calendars and pictures of you so that your always close in their lives too. It doesn't seem like nearly 3 months since I last saw your smiling face, heard your precious giggle and gave you a big kiss. Everyday is one day closer to seeing you again but one day more since I last held you in my arms safe and tight. I still feel you close in everything I do and I notice your little signs and secret messages. I hope so much that you are proud of all the fundraising we've been doing for you since you left and our Christmas present to you is all the money we've raised to save all the other little boys and girls lives so that their mummy's and daddy's and families don't have to feel like we do every single day. I've started to believe that's the reason you were sent specially to us as I can't see any other reason why you were taken so soon. You were a special Angel sent from God and will always and forever be our precious baby boy and a true hero. Mummy's friends and family have been looking after me so well and spoiling me rotten with birthday and Christmas presents, you really do have the best family and friends in the world George and we all love you to the moon and back. We will set off some sky lanterns tonight for you if the weathers ok so keep an eye out for them arriving with our messages on. I bought Grandad a telescope for Christmas so that we can look for your star in the sky and make sure your ok. We hope you are happy and safe in a place where every day is Christmas Day and know that you are always with us in every single thing we do, we will keep you forever alive in our hearts and that way you won't miss a single thing while were apart. Love you always baby George, Mummy, Daddy and all your loving family xxx