Hello my little cheeky boy,

Tomorrow it will be 7 whole years since I last held you, cuddled you, kissed you, heard your little voice, saw your beautiful smile.

7 whole years spent missing you, missing milestones, missing memories, missing a piece of our hearts.

7 years sounds like such a long time ago, a lifetime ago, and it does seem like it sometimes because il never be the same as I was before, I feel forever changed from the loss of losing you.

But 7 years feels like only yesterday aswell when I think back on all the little moments we shared and all the smiles, kisses and cuddles we managed to share in that all too short of a time together. I miss that little cheeky smile and our special bond so much. We were the bestest of friends and we should have never been forced apart. You should never have had to go. I wish I could of swopped with you, I wish you could have been given the chance to live the life you so deserved and would have absolutely loved my gorgeous boy.

I hope so much I make you proud and that your little brother and sister make you smile. You live on through us everyday and we talk and think about you a lot I hope you see. We carry you with us in our hearts and our thoughts everyday and always will I promise you that. You are always part of our family forever.

This year has been a weird one with covid forcing everyone to stay home, isolate and distance. To most people it has been a real challenge but ive loved every minute of it because I spent it with Henry and Maci and you taught me that, you taught me to appreciate and enjoy every day spent with those you love because tomorrow is never guarenteed and I thank you for that. I feel lucky everyday that I get to spend with your brother and sister and I only wish so much that you could be here with us too to join in the fun and the cuddles.

Thank you for making me the mummy and girl I am today my little boy, the impact you have made on my life is beyond measure.

I love you so much my perfect little man, I miss you always Mummy xxxx