It's hard to believe it's been over 8 months now since our last cuddle, when I visualise you on your pictures or watch you on my videos all I want to do is grab you and give you the biggest cuddle and kiss, I think I'd literally never put you down. Watching your videos I feel like your going to come crawling out of them or that you'll stop mid video and look at me, it still feels like your here in person when I watch those which I so wish you were. I was watching a film last night about a little boy who was now in heaven and he told his family that he wished they could see him and how happy he was and how unimaginable heaven is but that no one gets to see what could have been, it made me think of you George and I hope that your happy where you are and that you know how much we love and miss you every single day and how treasured your memory and presence is to us all. I see all your little friends growing up, learning new things, becoming little characters and I feel so sad that we were robbed of that special time together, I can only imagine what you'd be getting up to today and what kind of a little man you'd be becoming. It all seems so cruel and unfair when I think of all the times we had and how perfect you were and that you had to be taken from us when we loved you so much. I know that your brave, independent, care free and happy and so deep inside I know that you'll be getting on just fine wherever you are and that one day we will get to be together again as it should be. Mummy and daddy have found out were expecting another beautiful little boy, a little brother for you George. I know already that you'll be the best big brother ever because you'll be watching us all and guiding us all every single day. It's so heartbreaking to think of our family without you being here with us and I so wish you could meet your little brother and that he could see in person what an amazing, happy little man you are. I hope he has the same giggles as you and the same angelic little face. We will always tell him all about you and how special you always are to us all and how much we miss you and wish you were with us. He will always grow to look up to his big brother George and I hope it makes you happy to see all the love I have for you reflected in him. I can't wait till he arrives and I can give him the biggest cuddle because then somehow I feel like il be hugging you too. Your energy, spirit and love will forever live on and you will always and forever be mummy's beautiful little man. All my love, cuddles, kisses and smiles Mummy xxxxxx